Count Your Many Blessings

I'm sitting here staring at my foot feeling all bad for myself and i realized that should stop because i may not be able to walk but my life is blessed in SO many ways. So count your many blessings right?
1.I live in a country with health care and doctors good enough to help me
2.I have a loving family
3.Food, i can eat 3 meals a day
4.I have a laptop
5.I have the ability to go to college and learn
6.TV
7.Friends
8.I have a job (that pays well and i enjoy)
10. I will graduate college without debt
11.I can drive
12.I have a car to drive
13.Netflix
14.The Gospel (should have put this sooner....)
15.My wards
16.Cell phone
17.texting
18.movies
19. a bed to sleep in (cause i really love to sleep)
20.Shoes
21.Mail from missionaries
22. Junk food
23. pain medication ;)
24. sweat pants
25. games

Heart of stone

And this was also a while ago, the heart.

The heart of stone
Let's no one see
Only shows
What others need
Happiness,
Joy,
Charm,
And smiles
Really dying inside all the while
The heart of stone
Hard,
Strong,
Cold at first
Hold it long,
Love it
Slowly,
Barely,
You feel the change
The heart of stone
Gone,
Replaced by something strange.
Emotion?
A soul?
Only it can tell
Give it time and it could change you as well.

eye to eye

Don't even remember writting this one but whatever...

A signal, one I can't see ,
tells them all to leave me

They all take turns making the cracks, feels like a stab in the back.

I can't see the reasons, their  moods oposite as seasons.

Actions confusing but meanings are clear. You really don't want me here.

So ill stand on the side and wait for your pride

I hope I can wait cause friendships our fate

Unless we can see eye to eye

Inside of you

Here are a couple of poems i've written, like the last poem-ish think i've written it was late at night, however i still want your wonderful opinions :)






When i look at you I see what I could be,
Perspectives change, and I see me through you
the same
Opinions,
Likes,
Jokes,
Wrongs,
Goals,
Hopes,
Dreams,
And I wonder how much have you affected me? 
Am I me or just a reflection? A reflection of those who have taught me, clothed me, loved me, held me... 
What is me? What is you? 
Time to decide. 
To see my own ideas.
My own opinions 
Try to find the me, hiding in all of you.