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Friday, December 30, 2011

Time

So i wrote this at like 2 am the other night and i thought that i would share.

Destiny have you seen time? No dear only before moments of great triumph does he visit me. Maybe ask love they've always been good friends.

Love have you seen time? Yes, he visits often... It seems that only he can help heal all the broken hearts. Then again he also helps me stop time every so often, to let me give couples their magic moment... But don't wait here for him it should be a bit before he comes again... Maybe ask life? Sometimes they talk.

Hey life, have you seen time? No... We don't see each other often he hangs out with death too much. Try finding him there.

Death. Excuse me? Death have you seen time? Yes. we speak often Without time I would not know who's time had come to move on, however time seemed to be in a rush today he must be speaking with sorrow.

Time?! Time is that you? Yes it is me, but you must hurry to catch up for I only slow in times of boredom and today their is very little. Time I need you to reverse... REVERSE?! Never. Never have I turned around and undone what was. Why should I child? Because time I have made a mistake and I'd only need you to reverse time for but a few moments my mistake may be made right. Ah! ... Child mistakes are a part of your time in life. You cannot undo what has been done you can only learn from it and pray that you do not make that mistake again. But time... I have made this mistake before. I can't possibly do it again! You must help me. I must? Child time must do nothing but move forward. In time you can find healing, in time you can find hope, no child you must learn again and try again, and with me you can heal. Trust me I will go forward always. And when your time has come I will be sure to have death be there to greet you with open arms

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

So yes I do know that it isn't actually Christmas today and that I'm like two weeks early but I love this time of year. I love seeing the mountains covered with snow, I love jackets and this weather is perfect for them. I love the Hot Chocolate and all of the time I get to spend with my family.... I especially love all of the lessons in church. I love the lessons on Christs birth and the new things I learn every year. In institute this year I took a Women in The Scriptures class and I got a whole new perspective on Mary and Elizabeth. For those of you who don't know Elizabeth is John the baptists mother.  In case you didn't all know Elizabeth couldn't have kids she was barren, but because of her faith the Lord blessed her with a child, the child that would one day baptize the Son of God. These two women knew each other. They were cousins even and they were carrying the future prophets of the Lord together. Can you imagine how much Mary and Elizabeth went through to raise these men? Mary gave birth in a stable, not one of those cute little wooden ones we sometimes imagine but more of a cave with lots of smelly animals and some straw. Not that I didn't know that before but I'm thinking of the hospitals and the medcine we have now and how much harder it would have been, in a stable, no medicine, no doctor with a big degree, no electricity and no place to raise the child after they were born. Mary is one of my new heros, I wish to have the strength and faith that she did. She heard from an angel that she was going to give birth to the Son of God, and she did as she was commanded from that moment on. I tried putting myself in Mary's shoes and it was a whole new experiance with the story and how Christ's life began.
I hope as you go about buying presents and panicking about money and finals and travel plans for the holiday that you remember why this Holiday even exists. I hope you remember the love your Heavenly Father and your Savior have for you. Most of all I want you to count your blessings during this happy time and what they mean to/ have done for you. I hope you take a minute and read in the scriptures the story of Christ's birth. Who knows maybe you will see and learn something you didn't before. Try placing yourself in their shoes. Try and feel how Mary and Joseph felt. Again I wish all the very best and most Merry Christmas yet. I love you all and will be thinking of you this Christmas season.

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Personality 101

I took a personality test at my cousins request and well it was fun so i thought i would spread the love. its that the website mypersonaliy.info but make sure to take the basic test because if you take the pro one the site will be all "now pay us a billion dollars to know how cool you are". the basic test lets you know that without any money. so stick with the basics.
ANYWAY! this is what my test said about me, lemme know if you  think it is true.
The Mentor  are externally focused, introspective, altruistic, positive and have excellent people skills. They place utmost importance on helping others grow. They are warm and have a natural desire to be supportive and encouraging. Being charismatic and possessing excellent language skills, they do well in leadership roles. ENFJs strive to enhance the lives of their human brethren
·         Extraverted--Extraversion is a preference to focus on the world outside the self. Extraverts enjoy social interactions and tend to be enthusiastic, verbal, assertive, and animated. They enjoy large social gatherings, such as parties and any kind of group activity. Extraverts are likely to enjoy time spent with people and find themselves energized by social interaction.  Gregarious
·         Assertive
·         Talkative
·         Social/outgoing
·         Likes groups, parties, etc.
·         Energized by interaction
·         Expressive & enthusiastic
·         Volunteers personal information
·         Distractable
·         Has many friends
·         Easy to approach
Intuition--Intuition refers to how people process data. Intuitive people focus on the future and the possibilities. They process information through patterns and impressions. They read between the lines, they are abstract thinkers. Future-focused
·         Sees possibilities
·         Inventive
·         Imaginative
·         Deep
·         Abstract
·         Idealistic
·         Complicated
·         Theoretical
Feeling--Feeling refers to how people make decisions. Feeling people are subjective and make decisions based on principles and values. They are ruled by their heart instead of their head. Feeling people judge situations and others based on feelings and extenuating circumstances. Decides with heart
·         Dislikes conflict
·         Passionate
·         Driven by emotion
·         Gentle
·         Easily hurt
·         Empathetic
·         Caring of others
·         Warm
Judging--Judging is the preference outwardly displayed. Judging does not mean "judgmental". Judging people like order, organization and think sequentially. They like to have things planned and settled. Judging people seek closure. Decisive
·         Controlled
·         Good at finishing
·         Organized
·         Structured
·         Scheduled
·         Quick at tasks
·         Responsible
·         Likes closure
·         Makes plans
so again, have fun! take the test! and let me know how accurate you think this site was on describing me. I think they did a pretty bang up job. (please feel free to imagine me saying that in an awful British accent...cause i did.) I do think it calls me Warm like five times but hey! i am just that hot....