You choose!

Not even kidding you really do choose. With starting college this year it has seemed to me that it is choice right after the other and every choice I make effects everything else. For example say I have a Chemistry test next Saturday and I haven't even look at the stuff that is going to be on that test, which just so happens to be a mid term as well... but instead of choosing to study I go to a movie with friends, or a watch a show on Netflix, or I "forget" to take it to work with me so I can study there. In making my choice not to study and to have a social life I find myself up till maybe 1am every night the week before the test... see my train of thought? I now actually have to think about the consequences BEFORE I make the choice novel idea huh?
Well I've also been thinking about the other kinds of choices more like life style choices, things like what I eat, who my friends are, the language I use and the books I read. Things that are every day but over a long period of time they can make a huge difference. Like food habits for me are super horrible, sometimes I skip meals, other times I pig out and eat a half a pan of brownies, or I eat nothing but a bagel for food all day. bad ya? so that is one of my recent choices, to eat and treat my body better.
In Institute today I also got the idea that your attitude is a choice. If you are mad you should think why? and CHOOSE if what mad you mad is really worth being mad over. For another life example today I woke up late... like REALLY late and got to class you guessed it REALLY late and I was super mad that I missed the first half of class cause now I don't fully understand the material because I wasn't their to hear the explanation. Instead of getting mad and focusing on what was SO "horribly" wrong with my life. I should have been thinking of a way to make it better, find someone in the class I know to explain it to me, think of a time I can go to the Lab and get help on the homework, honestly their were several good possibilities. I didn't need to waste all my thoughts time and energy being angry about something that didn't deserve it.
Institute reminded me to take a deep breath, relax, think about it, find your answers (notice the s at the end of answers?) then CHOOSE what one will help/do the most. Life is a bunch of choices you have the agency and the power to CHOOSE use it wisely.

I can see... YOUR FUTURE!

So for my job I work in a call center and when things aren't busy we have "free time". We can chat with other people, blog, do homework, read a book, sketch, and pretty much whatever as long as it doesn't interfere with our ability to answer the phone. So the other day things weren't very busy and I found out that one of the other departments managers is a palm reader, like a legitimate one with channeling spirits and all that. She says that she doesn't really believe in it but most of what she has seen for other people has come true. So I thought I'd share with you what she read in my palm.

She started out by telling me what she saw in my life right now, the first thing out of her mouth was "wow" you are young child..." but after that she was like you are in school and its going pretty well, you are active in the church and you don't see your family often but you love them...  then she was like your spirits opened up now, you can ask questions, so i asked how many kids? and she was like you are too young for me to see that. so my next question was will i go on a mission? and she said no. you are going to get married. you don't go on a mission because of the LOVE (she said it in a funny voice) you have for him, so the next thing out of my mouth when she mentioned a boy was is he cute?? and she said i cant tell that! so i asked what she could tell me about him she said that he is from out of state, that either his first middle or last name starts with an N and for some random reason we get married in an Idaho temple. Then she said that my life was pretty much going to be the typical LDS girl life that i would have some struggles but i would always make my way thought it.

To be honest i hope that what she foresaw comes true, not word for word but that I would get married in the temple, that my life would be a good normal one. could i really ask for more out of my future? I don't think so :)  The future is a scary thing where nothing is certain. We don't know how things are going to end up, where they're going to start or who your going to be sharing your life with when it happens. I'm glad that i have good friends, that i have a supportive family who can help me make my future a little less scary.

I HATE MONDAYS!!

cgfuk,incglo-hfk09gkmvi0h9jmc9rc--Alex's opinion on the awefulness of Monday. I would have to agree. very much so.

Here is how my Monday started off. I can't find the 4th book in the series I've been reading I looked all TWENTY of the bookcases in my home. I think we lent it to someone so IF you have MY BOOK! please return it now... like asap cause the cliffhanger ending is killing me.

To continue this amazing (sarcasm) morning I woke up late and had to burn my tongue on a hot pocket on my way out the door. now my tongue is going to feel super weird for like three more hours. ick.

Now I finally made it to school where my first class is Math. nuff said

I just finished a Biology quiz, I'm avoiding studying for the chemistry test later today, and the ASL assignment that i have no idea where to begin...

and I'm out of fruit snacks. if that isn't horrible i have no idea what is.

Now my question for you is, how do you make a day that seems so crappy better? how do you start off a day so that it is good? what is there that you have to do to make a Monday good? I know there are a few ways I could have fixed this Monday but what about the Friday's? the Wednesdays? I want to know the magical key that makes mornings better. that makes Mondays better. So if you could give some insight that would be great. LOVE YOU ALL BYE!